Its time for me to let go and let God take over the wheel.
Lord I am sorry for running away from you. I’m just so afraid that If I’d come back, I would loose all these things I have now. I know its time for me to go back to You Lord, but I am just so afraid. I do not know how. I am tired of living this life… I am tired from all the late nights and all the parties. I just want you Lord, I need to feel your presence again. I know You have never left me and You have always been by my side protecting me, watching over me, but I do not just want that from You. I want to hear from You, be something for You, do something for You and bring glory to Your name. I just seek you Lord. I need you so much. I’ve been too afraid, if I were to stop the late nights and parties will I loose the “fun” things in life? Lord, I should start letting it all go…….